ANNA WILLIAMS: Cantando, comendo e fazendo exercícios

WHO IS ANNA WILLIAMS?

BEFORE YOU READ: THIS IS NOT A PRO-ANA OR PRO-MIA SITE. HOWEVER, I DO RESPECT AND OFFER COMFORT AND SUPPORT TO THOSE WHO SUFFER FROM THOSE EATING DISORDERS. THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MUCH MORE THAN JUST FOOD AND WEIGHT ISSUES. ANTES DE LER: ESTE BLOG NÃO É PRO-ANA OU PRO-MIA. NO ENTANTO EU RESPEITO E OFERECO CONFORTO E APOIO PARA AS PESSOAS QUE SOFREM DESTES TRANSTORNOS ALIMENTARES. ESTE BLOG É MUITO MAIS QUE APENAS UM BLOG SOBRE COMIDA E PROBLEMAS COM PESO.

WHO AM I?

My internet name is ANNA WILLIAMS: a tribute to my best friend in middle school, whose name is ANNA and to women I admire and my dad admired (he passed away in 2003) : Serena Williams, Venus Williams and Vanessa Williams (the first two are tennis players, the latter is an actress, but she is also a singer and she lost her title as Miss America for ludicrous reasons. Yes, they're all black women. No, I'm not related to them, neither do I even look like them. They are all amazing in their own way, but I AM WHAT I AM, my own special creation. I look like my mom, dad and family members)
I am a 39 year old WIFE AND MOM who has lived in 4 different countries(USA,Australia,New Zealand, currently in Norway)learned 3 languages besides her own (Spanish,English,Norwegian)and has enjoyed a little bit of modeling, lots of traveling, heaps of teaching and learning... I am educated as an EFL and ESL teacher and I have a Masters in Education in English Literacy. I am Brazilian: a mixture of Polish, Indigenous Brazilian and Black Brazilian. I am a person, not a color.
Modeling was just a hobby. I was NEVER a super or top model. I don't even fit the characteristics. I am 5ft4 - 5ft6 (not sure because I've been measured several times and I come out looking taller or shorter depending on where I am measured. I'm ALWAYS MEASURED WITHOUT SHOES , so it's not that) While modeling I weighed 96 - 137 pounds and ironically enough got more jobs when I was at the heaviest end of the scale. I was NEVER FAT, but I do have a latent eating disorder. Don't try to understand me. If you read this blog you will realize it's about my relationship with food and also about who ANNA WILLIAMS is. My alterego, my internet persona who helps me cope with everyday situations. I spend 99% of my time with my daughter and my husband. I leave www.justin.tv on as background noise when I'm at home and in between chores sometimes I browse through channels and even talk to people, but my main occupation is MOM:-) I also have a job at a hotel as ''extra help'' and at a school as a substitute Spanish teacher. But my degree is in ENGLISH and LITERATURE in that language.

If you like me and want to see my videos go to my youtube channel www.youtube.com/safiwantstolive and also follow my justin.tv channel www.justin.tv/safi_anna . I am not a porn star, stripper or any other kind of sexually oriented professional. None of my ''shows'' are sexual. If you interpret them that way, you're a fucking loser.

It's ok if porn stars want to make money that way. I respect them as I respect strippers, but I am not and never have I been in those professions. I was a model for a while and I am highly educated, never needed to struggle for money because my parents in Brazil supported me financially. My father was an engineer who went to university for 6 years, my mother is educated as a teacher and they gave me the best upbringing a person can have.

Yes, I wear tiny clothes and bikinis. My Brazilian culture allows me to do that in a natural way and it really doesn't have anything to do with sex. Again, if you think it does, you're a loser.

I also do shows on battlecam, none of them are sexual either. People who masturbate to random women who are moving around in a non-sexual way and singing on the internet, whether they are in a bikini or in regular clothing are mentally disturbed. That's just my opinion.

I don't need or want your attention, to be perfectly honest with you: my least favorite part of all channels (tinyshit, jtv, battlecam, etc) IS THE CHAT ROOM. People either suck up too much or they insult you. There are very few nice/regular people to talk to. I don't like small talk, my shows are my time to express my creativity. People who come in with ''Hi, Anna! How are you today?'' sometimes don't realize that.

THIS SEASON, HOWEVER, I'M ALL FOR THE FANS. I HAVE BEEN CHATTING MORE AND DEDICATING MORE TIME TO THE CHATTERS, VIEWERS AND FANS WHO CARE ENOUGH TO FOLLOW ME ON THE INTERNET THROUGHOUT ALL DIFFERENT STREAMING SITES:-)

www.battlecam.com/anna_williams

segunda-feira, 5 de março de 2012

Cantando, comendo e fazendo exercícios

No final de 1990 ou início de 1991 eu ouvi esta música da Fernanda Abreu pela primeira vez. Era o tema da Adriana Esteves (fazendo papel de adolescente apaixonada pelo pai da amiga) e Jose Mayer na novela (MEu BEM, MEU MAL). Eu sempre gostei da voz da Fernanda Abreu. Acho-a sensualíssima e também muito bonita.

Eu gosto de cantar, não me acho boa cantora e muito menos sou dancarina. Acho que eu morreria de fome como stripper porque além de não ter peitão de silicone eu não sei me movimentar com a harmonia que elas se movimentam. Tudo o que eu faco nos meus programas ao vivo com webcams é por pura palhacada. Eu me divirto muito. Meu marido acha bacana também e me dá muito apoio. Por falar nele, hoje ele faz 40 anos.

Em Julho eu faco 40 anos e quero fazer 40 anos com muito estilo. Estou feliz com a minha vida como ela tem sido nos últimos 39 anos e quero viver até os 100 se puder.

Ontem eu comi pouco, mas infelizmente comi um prato de carne que sobrou da janta. Não sei pra que eu fiz isto. Agora estou me sentindo culpada e com raiva de mim mesma. Fui á academia ontem e fiz 3 horas de exercício: zumba, musculacão, abdominais e além disso ainda caminhei muito.

Mas será que é suficiente? Nunca é, né?

Hoje vou novamente pra academia e vou caminhar novamente também. Parece um ciclo vicioso: Anna Williams COME, Anna Williams faz exercícios, Anna Williams se sente culpada porque comeu e faz mais exercícios, Anna Williams COME, Anna Williams faz exercícios... E assim vai...

1 comments:

Ale7 de março de 2012 02:59
Parabens para o marido e adiantado para vc que vai fazer 40 com muito estilo sim!!!! E não se culpe tanto!!! Abraço
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