ANNA WILLIAMS: Um post logo de manhãzinha:-)

WHO IS ANNA WILLIAMS?

BEFORE YOU READ: THIS IS NOT A PRO-ANA OR PRO-MIA SITE. HOWEVER, I DO RESPECT AND OFFER COMFORT AND SUPPORT TO THOSE WHO SUFFER FROM THOSE EATING DISORDERS. THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MUCH MORE THAN JUST FOOD AND WEIGHT ISSUES. ANTES DE LER: ESTE BLOG NÃO É PRO-ANA OU PRO-MIA. NO ENTANTO EU RESPEITO E OFERECO CONFORTO E APOIO PARA AS PESSOAS QUE SOFREM DESTES TRANSTORNOS ALIMENTARES. ESTE BLOG É MUITO MAIS QUE APENAS UM BLOG SOBRE COMIDA E PROBLEMAS COM PESO.

WHO AM I?

My internet name is ANNA WILLIAMS: a tribute to my best friend in middle school, whose name is ANNA and to women I admire and my dad admired (he passed away in 2003) : Serena Williams, Venus Williams and Vanessa Williams (the first two are tennis players, the latter is an actress, but she is also a singer and she lost her title as Miss America for ludicrous reasons. Yes, they're all black women. No, I'm not related to them, neither do I even look like them. They are all amazing in their own way, but I AM WHAT I AM, my own special creation. I look like my mom, dad and family members)
I am a 39 year old WIFE AND MOM who has lived in 4 different countries(USA,Australia,New Zealand, currently in Norway)learned 3 languages besides her own (Spanish,English,Norwegian)and has enjoyed a little bit of modeling, lots of traveling, heaps of teaching and learning... I am educated as an EFL and ESL teacher and I have a Masters in Education in English Literacy. I am Brazilian: a mixture of Polish, Indigenous Brazilian and Black Brazilian. I am a person, not a color.
Modeling was just a hobby. I was NEVER a super or top model. I don't even fit the characteristics. I am 5ft4 - 5ft6 (not sure because I've been measured several times and I come out looking taller or shorter depending on where I am measured. I'm ALWAYS MEASURED WITHOUT SHOES , so it's not that) While modeling I weighed 96 - 137 pounds and ironically enough got more jobs when I was at the heaviest end of the scale. I was NEVER FAT, but I do have a latent eating disorder. Don't try to understand me. If you read this blog you will realize it's about my relationship with food and also about who ANNA WILLIAMS is. My alterego, my internet persona who helps me cope with everyday situations. I spend 99% of my time with my daughter and my husband. I leave www.justin.tv on as background noise when I'm at home and in between chores sometimes I browse through channels and even talk to people, but my main occupation is MOM:-) I also have a job at a hotel as ''extra help'' and at a school as a substitute Spanish teacher. But my degree is in ENGLISH and LITERATURE in that language.

If you like me and want to see my videos go to my youtube channel www.youtube.com/safiwantstolive and also follow my justin.tv channel www.justin.tv/safi_anna . I am not a porn star, stripper or any other kind of sexually oriented professional. None of my ''shows'' are sexual. If you interpret them that way, you're a fucking loser.

It's ok if porn stars want to make money that way. I respect them as I respect strippers, but I am not and never have I been in those professions. I was a model for a while and I am highly educated, never needed to struggle for money because my parents in Brazil supported me financially. My father was an engineer who went to university for 6 years, my mother is educated as a teacher and they gave me the best upbringing a person can have.

Yes, I wear tiny clothes and bikinis. My Brazilian culture allows me to do that in a natural way and it really doesn't have anything to do with sex. Again, if you think it does, you're a loser.

I also do shows on battlecam, none of them are sexual either. People who masturbate to random women who are moving around in a non-sexual way and singing on the internet, whether they are in a bikini or in regular clothing are mentally disturbed. That's just my opinion.

I don't need or want your attention, to be perfectly honest with you: my least favorite part of all channels (tinyshit, jtv, battlecam, etc) IS THE CHAT ROOM. People either suck up too much or they insult you. There are very few nice/regular people to talk to. I don't like small talk, my shows are my time to express my creativity. People who come in with ''Hi, Anna! How are you today?'' sometimes don't realize that.

THIS SEASON, HOWEVER, I'M ALL FOR THE FANS. I HAVE BEEN CHATTING MORE AND DEDICATING MORE TIME TO THE CHATTERS, VIEWERS AND FANS WHO CARE ENOUGH TO FOLLOW ME ON THE INTERNET THROUGHOUT ALL DIFFERENT STREAMING SITES:-)

www.battlecam.com/anna_williams

sexta-feira, 27 de janeiro de 2012

Um post logo de manhãzinha:-)

Vou trabalhar no hotel este fim de semana. Dei algumas aulas este mês, mas eles descontaram o táxi do meu pagamento (que uó!) e acabou ficando um valor simbólico pra mim. Simbólico para não dizer ''um miserê''. Então espero que haja trabalho para algumas horas hoje e amanhã no hotel. Não gosto de mexer no meu dinheiro do Brasil.

Quase comí um pão doce agora de manhã! A LOUCA! Estou com orgulho de mim mesma: ficou só no quase mesmo. Eu vou ter que almocar no hotel com meus colegas de trabalho, vou comer uma saladinha e tomar uma coca-light.

Vou andando até lá: são 45 minutos porque o chão está todo cheio de neve, mais as 5-7 horas de trabalho em pé e eu já terei queimado pelo AF do dia.

Obrigada, Cassiana, Tati Alves, C, W, Tatis e todas vocês que vem me visitar e deixam comentários.

Realmente eu estou online mostrando uma parte de mim para o mundo. Obrigada por me respeitarem. Infelizmente nem todos respeitam. Vou continuar sendo como sou e lutando contra preconceitos porque a vida é muito curta para deixarmos que os outros nos pisem e nos massacrem. Auto defesa é justificável sempre.

3 comments:

Wing~28 de janeiro de 2012 04:43
Oii sua linda! *--*
Fiquei um tempo fora, mas estou aqui para te atormentar de novo! posaKOPskopAS

Como as coisas vão? Espero que bem.
Parabéns por resistir ao pão, e pela escolha do almoço, só não fique tomando Coca porque dilata o estomago, prefira sempre o suco, mesmo que com mais calorias. :(

Oia a pirralha, tentando dar dicas para você. pskoakoasaskopas
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Thalita28 de janeiro de 2012 05:36
Vc fala/escreve de um modo que nos deixa tão confortáveis sabe? Parece até que estou na Noruega, só me "toco" quando vc fala de neve.... Bjs
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Tati Alves28 de janeiro de 2012 14:43
de nada florzinha nem me fale nem peguei meu salario ainda e vou ter que pagar um monte de contas,beijo
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